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Saturday, October 27, 2012
Ok this post is slightly late but whatever.
25th October 2012 marked the end of a chapter in DHS.
A chapter filled with fun, happiness, sadness, hatred, anger, retardedness, etc etc etc.
I never knew till today, that this is the chapter I was not very willing to close and leave behind.
1 Grazia'11-2 Grazia'12 has brought me so much laughter and tears, it's just so hard to forget all these memories, good or bad.
Neither did I know that I would cry on the last day of school which I was looking forward to.
I always thought that the class did nothing for me, till today.
Well, people never learn to treasure things unless they're gone, right?
I do not regret all the things I have done or said, but I knew that in my heart, I could not forgive myself for the pain I unnoticeably inflicted on my classmates.
As we huddled to say why we loved each other, tears could not stop flowing once I started to cry.
Just a few more words I'd like to say to all of my girls...
Shu Yi; I know that this year's been a very hard one for you; it has been a very hard one for me too. I just wish that I had tried a little harder to push you into the right path... but now it's too late and I can never forgive myself for giving up on you. However, I do know that you are able to walk on the right path on your own and know what is right for you... please do not commit the same mistakes you did this year and come back to DHP asap. Sometimes you're just plain annoying and weird, but that is why I love you, because you aren't afraid of who you are, and when we were together it was 2 of us against the world and you stood by me, so thank you. I really wish to see you out of O Level and back in DHP, you know you have more potential than that! Please come back soon ok! I'll miss you loads <3 i="i"> Shanice; It's great the we have patched up and stuff, and we have been talking more often now. I really appreciate the times we spent together, and I believe that you can do more than what you think. Don't worry about not making new friends, it's part and parcel of life. There are some moments that you will get lonely, but do not ever forget that someone cares about you. Sometimes you don't need too big a circle of friends, a small group of friends who care about you a lot can sometimes do more than having a wide social circle. We will always be behind your back, and I'll always be here if you need my help! Jiayous dear!! Yuewen; I've literally seen you grow up from p1 till now, but I've never thought that we'd grow this close. Thanks for all the crazy silly times we had together and didn't care what others thought about us, it was really fun and some times, I really needed that. I know this year's been tough... don't worry I've been through the same as you believe me. I will never forget your stupidity and retardedness, and I know that you can come back to DHP, you have so much potential to be in DHP please don't ever waste it! Jiayous and good luck for next year, please come back to DHP soon!! Jaztina; To be honest I can't imagine classroom life without you, you've brought so much joy and laughter into my life and made this year go past much happier. I've appreciated the fact that we've grown closer and that we end up talking about random stuff together (that I can't even remember now lol see how random the stuff we talk about are). I appreciate the times when you try to motivate me back into the right path, thanks for caring about all of us so much (: I'll never forget your hyperness! Good luck for next year, do well ok? Dawn; We've been through TNSChoir from p3-p6, it's been a great time together. It's great that we've gotten closer towards the end of the year and I like to be around you pretty much (: I really appreciate the times we had together ranting and gossiping and all that haha, sometimes it's good to get some stuff of your chest. Jiayous for next year, I know you can do it (: Jiawei, Christine and Yisang; I know we aren't as close as compared to the rest, but I just have to say that I enjoyed every single moment I had with all of you when we were being stupid and crazy and all that. I enjoyed being in project groups together; geog, chinese and rs, it was fun and it was great to be working with all of you (: sorry for the times I lost my temper at you guys >< please please forgive me >< Good luck for next year, and I hope you guys will do even better (:
Life in Grazia would have been dull without you girls. I love you all, and I wish all of you the best for your future endeavors!
Who knows, maybe when we grow up, we'll be introducing one another's kids to one another. (:
11:16 PM
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
HAHAHAHA HI I'M BAAAAAAAACK.
EOY has finally ended. Oh thank heavens.
Anyhoo, it's been a while since I blogged heh? My life's pretty messed up rn, probably because I messed it up myself... ah well. Life goes on.
OH I FORGOT TO MENTION SOMETHING.
I'M SUPER IN LOVE WITH THE SCRIPT. <333 p="p">
They're so awesome asdfghjkl their songs are so amazing and Danny's vocals are just WONDERFUL. And Mark, GAH ASDFGHJKL HE'S THE BEST GUITARIST EVAR.
One of their latest songs, Six Degrees Of Separation from their latest album #3, is just literally music for my ears. The song is emotional and really just absolutely perfect:
Just beautiful.
And the first 2 songs that struck me:
The Man Who Can't Be Moved:
For The First Time:
Ok I'm like in a huge The Script frenzy rn. YAY! :D
Shall stop my first non-kpop spazz here hahaha, ta ta! :D
2:00 PM
Saturday, August 25, 2012
my blog's getting pretty dead.
anyways, haha my new blogskin so cute like me like that hahahaha. :3
hokay shall revive my blog now!
CTs are like over (okay like wayyyyyyyyy over) and thank goodness, my grades so far have been safe. Just that cannot drop below C :x pray a little harder! sadly cannot drop out of SSS. tbh I felt damn cheated when I heard about that, then I study like some crazy mugger like that, then still must stay in SSS == can I like drop out alr, I probably did better than half of the people in SSS alr wth lol. oh well. aiya heck lah just do well for eoy.
gah it kinda sucks being in year2, streaming year and all that and cca. non-UG people won't understand maybe. hahaha.
okay gtg shall leave with a photo ^^
~susila
7:18 PM
Friday, July 27, 2012
Today is a day I will never forget.
Today is the day, when I leave P1 Bougainvillea and enter P6 Dove.
I'm very sorry to have left y'all like this... No amount of words can express my sadness over this. So before I officially move over, I would like to say a few words to P1...
Year 3s Jaynell, Cherilyn, Shi Hui and Jolyn, I'm very very sorry for the times I have let y'all down. I'm not sure how I should make it up to y'all now... But all I can do now is to promise all of you that I will do my best in P6 and make y'all more proud of me. I promise <3 thank you all for your teachings and a you have done for me, I will never ever forget them!
Year 2s Chelsea, Ruiqi and Kee Bin, gah I'm crying like shit now. I'm really really really gonna miss y'all! Please take care of my yearones okay! Thank you for tahaning my gl-ness and retardedness, but now you can't make fun of me anymore haha. And CHELSEA. Now I not there to make sure you take care of your husband yourself okay! I don't care!!!! And take care of the rest of the patrol okay! Ruiqi, oh my god I'm going to miss your retardedness. Sorry if I have tortured you too much. :/ Kee Bin, thank you for all the love and care you have shown for me <3 I'm gonna miss you so much!!! Take care of my FAK and FAP okay! Also ah, all of you, y'all must let me gl y'all at your classes and invite me to P1 illegal gatherings okay!!!! If not ah I kill y'all ah lol jkjk. Ah I'm gonna miss y'all so much <3 wanna say I still love y'all a lot okay! <3
And finally, my year 1s, Shermain, May, Charlene and Shi Ping, even thigh I'm not with y'all already, y'all must listen to your seniors okay! Must always do your best! Also don't forget what I teach y'all okay, they're very important and useful in the future! Must also remember constant baoshi constant cheering okay!
P1, though I might not be with y'all already, please don't forget me, I will never forget y'all!!! Although I cannot see y'all I must hear y'all okay!! I'm gonna miss y'all so much, yearones don't let me down, year2s and year3s I promise to do my best in P6 and make y'all proud of you!!! I love all of you <3
~once a villean, always a villean~
P6 Dove, I will make y'all proud too, and I will make myself a part of y'all :]
7:37 PM
Enrollment Cum PDP'12 memories;
Sunday, July 8, 2012
Well, PDP and Enrollment is over.
Just been filled with thoughts ever since, both bad and good.
First, I was really worried for my yearones because... well they're yearones, they will be at least a little bit blur. I thought they would forget the enrollment procedure, the Guides Promise, how to salute, how to jingli etc etc etc, but I didn't have to worry much. They successfully got enrolled, and they're officially part of us Guides.
Then came PDP... at first I was really upset that our darling 中四s were leaving us... ah just thinking about it is making me cry. Also I was a little curious at who were the new PL's and PS's, new company leaders and such. During the ceremony itself, I saw my PL, Amanda, shed tears as she handed her role over to Jaynell, who moved over from P4. When I saw this, tears welled up in my eyes as 1) we had taken someone who was very dear to P4 and 2) I couldn't bear to see Amanda cry. I hugged all of P4 after the ceremony was over, I was really sorry for them and I felt really guilty for taking Jaynell away from them.
P4 Orchid, I promise to take good care of Jaynell <3
PDP performance was a huge success and the yearthrees performance was damn LOL. Then comes the sad part... when all the 中四s gathered patrol by patrol to give us their farewells, I cried like nobody's business, they brought up every single thing that made their day, I knew this was the way I should treat my seniors, treating them like my own sister. I couldn't bear to see them go... but this is just goodnight, not goodbye, you will always be around, never giving up on us <3 I will never let y'all down ever again, I will not let you regret loving us so much! <3 P1 Bougainvillea 九重葛 中四s, we will love you forever and always, nothing will ever change the way we feel about you <3
9:38 PM
Wednesday, July 4, 2012
Ooooooooh long time no blog LOL.
anywayssssss. Today.
Being my smart self, I insisted on a game of truth or dare and thanks to my intelligence everything from Int'l Camp'12 which I told Yuewen is out LOL. Oh well. Chelsea is vengeful now that she knows hahaha. Oh well as long as others don't know, only P1 and 45th Batch...
anyhoooo. I realised how AWESOME SYTYCD is. Haha. Their moves are super cool ^.^ shan't spam with videos of them haha searching enough would do. (:
urgh physics is killing me. even though I just started. Okay my teacher is okay but physics in general is pretty boring. sighz. project after project rolling in... I hate projects.
oh forgot to mention.
Enrolment and PDP is coming soon... many thoughts on it. I think I'll write on it when it's all over. hope everything goes well <3
9:02 PM
Friday, June 1, 2012
Yay my new blogskins iz awesome. :3
Anywayss. Self-reflection now.
Okay, so this first half of the year is like me at my shittiest. I mean, I flunked my CTs like crap and my GPA dropped by like 0.3 and into SSS. Yeah I know I'm stupid for only realising I should work hard now. I disappointed my family like nobody's business and I probably ruined a lot of people's lives. I don't even know why I continued to be my lazy self even though I knew my results are getting lousy. I don't know, but maybe it's my mentality. and there's been so many things running through my head that I'm tiring myself out. I know I should stop but I can't and don't know how to. So many things, streaming, subject combos, why so many two-faced people are springing up, how to resist them silently, what I am doing with my life, what I should be doing with my life, Int'l Camp'12...
I'm probably the biggest failure now.
My academic failure is the reason I try to try out different areas like dance and swimming to cover up for my failures to prive that I'm not such a big failure after all but... being a minor failure is still being a failure.
I have to buck up but I can't do it alone.
But I know if I want to I have to start. Alone.
I'm going to prove to the world that I can pick myself up alone.
12:28 PM
dhs year 2 level camp memories.
Friday, May 18, 2012
Hey yo I'm back :p
Camp was great, Ironman FTW <3
Our year 2 level camp started on Wednesday, 16 May 2012. It feels like just yesterday when they first announced our level camp this year, and now it's finally over, wow. Time flies fast.
The first day into camp was a wonderful experience. We got to know each other so much better through high & low elements, and we as a team conquered through all challenges faced that day.
Second day of camp, however, did not start off well. The orienteering challenge was not at all easy and I got frustrated with those who kept objecting to others' ideas but never stepped up. It was really hard for me to coordinate everyone. But all was well in the end and outdoor cooking was wonderful (: we cooked for our fellow teammates and had a good lunch. After that was dragon boating, which was a great second experience even though it could not match up with kayaking (; then after wash up was CAMPFIRE NIGHT <3 AND YOU'VE GOT THAT ONE THING <3 hahaha, Ironman danced and sang so well; bodywaves ftw! OH I SEE PINK. IRONMAN WEARING PINK. MOTHER OF GOD. SO MANLY. WOOOOOOOOOO (Y) haha was damn high for campfire. We all danced like crazy and sexy people and we had a great time up there (:
Third day, today, just whizzed by ): we all had to leave each other despite all the fun. But we were comforted that we could still communicate with each other through Facebook and school so hey! It was okay (:
Just a few words I want to say to my fellow group mates...
Melissa, thanks for being there for me when I needed you and when I was pissed. It felt good to have someone comfort me and be there for me when I almost exploded and really poked someone with my knife. I also want to thank you for supporting and cooperating with me when learning the dance (:
Xin Min, thanks for comforting me when I was angry. And also not bathing with me until I reached home haha. I can see your effort put in for this camp and I know you tried your best; you deserved the best camper award as well (:
Chinmy, thanks for supporting and encouraging me throughout the dance practices, I really really really needed that, so thanks for all the encouragement! Also I could see your perseverance throughout the low wall course, even though you didn't manage to get through the first time you tried again and succeeded (: thanks for being such an enthusiastic member so I wouldn't feel so bad about zihighing by myself LOL.
Xiao Xuan, YO BOOMSHAKALAKA! Hahaha, it was nice to meet you and thanks for zihighing with me, if not it would be really awkward if I zihighed alone ._. hahaha, you were a great cheer leader and thanks for helping me out with the cheers and stuff.
Jayna, darling, you've been through so much, you should be proud of youself (: you were brave enough to conquer the high elements and didn't go to the back straightaway anymore. You've taken such a big step in this camp, and I hope you will improve as the year goes on! We'll always be here for you (:
Jay, thanks for taking care of everyone esp during OC, and made sure everyone ate a full meal before even starting to cook your own. That's a true Scout haha (; anyways, it was great getting to know you more and better. And as if you cannot body wave lohr. Body wave is manly okay. Can show off to your fellow scouts how manly you are haha. See you next year at PLTC! :D
Eugene, oh hello personal maid. (: haha, thanks for being such a gentleman and really offering to carry my bag. Didn't really need that but it's great knowing that someone had my back :p also hope you enjoyed eating your salary. :3 at least I paid you okay! And your body wave damn sexy LOL.
Jansen, you're the funniest sarcastic person I've met and it's been a pleasure knowing you, and thanks so much for supporting me throughout the performance even though I know you didn't want to do One Direction, but you're an awesome singer so keep it up! :D I'll come and find you and idk gl you when my patrol meets up at 2e. (:
Si Yu, lol why you so stone one. Anyways, even though you didn't show or say it, thanks for listening when I was teaching the dance steps and not really objecting to anything, rather you accepted it and hell your body wave was damn good. All the guys the body wave damn sexy HAHAHA LOL. Hope you enjoyed camp ^^
IRONMAN FTW (Y) LOVE YOU GUYS <3
4:33 PM
Tuesday, May 8, 2012
Okay I have both good and bad news.
Well, I'll say the bad stuff first. I did super crappily for mt CTs (except Math and History and LA Compre and HCL 阅读理解 and Malay LOL unexpectedly passed) and my GPA is gonna be super dupre lousy and I've freaking let my parents down. AGAIN. Freak why do I always let my parents down? Sigh they keep saying I'm not stressed enough but they just can't see how tired I am. Just because I don't say it. Sometimes I'm just so tired I don't feel like even eating although I'm hungry. But I know that I've gotta be strong... gotta resist.
Okay good news now! ^^
Today was P1's Patrol Passing Down and I was excited and nervous at the same time 'cos I was gonna get my roles! (: my mind was super filled with a lot of stuff and I was thinking, "Will I get what I want? How about my other patrol mates? What if i got something they wanted and the other way round?" But i needn't fret, we all got what we wanted and were super happy about it because hey, we love all our roles anyhow! ^^ I was like really happy but Shi Hui never get me any present LOL. She owes me one HAHAHA. Oh what did I get you say? I got First Aider and Messenger ^^ I'm a lovely first aider~ and messenger~ hahaha really happy because of this. Feel great that I can explore what's in the FAK and what they're used for and stuff.
OH and my group is finally done with computing. And I'm a freaking bimbo. GAH. I HATE MY LIFE AND MY ACTING.
NEW RESOLUTION: NEVER EVER EVER TRY ACTING.
Gtg now bye ^^ :p
5:05 PM
Speech Day.♥
Saturday, April 28, 2012
Something I kind of forgot to post yesterday, haha ^^
Dhsguides practiced long and hard for this, from a really messed up contingent to a really neat and synchronised contingent (': I'm so happy and proud for year2s contingent '12. ♥ we've come so far and managed to show our best on Speech Day, I'm so happy for all of us, 45th 届forever ♥♥♥
Well after the parade was the fun part ^^ My dear beloved patrol mate Chelsea went mad (lol idk why, must be because of her jy in the lion dance pants HAHAHAHA jkjkjk) and started lip syncing kpop songs into her phone/Emily's phone/my phone and she looked super retarded. Haha I love Chelsea she's so cute. I have a video of it but I'll be nice not to post it here. Hahaha. (:
Then a big confession happened! :D heeheehee this one I don't care, MUST post. Well the npcc people had some funny bet on if they could stack 3 water bottles Marcus Ong will have to confess to me dear Huixin, and they really managed to, so Marcus really confessed and Huixin was like *facepalm* "OMG so embarrassing...... SUSILA I HATE YOU" :D but it wasn't even my idea it was the npcc people's idea, cannot blame me I only following instructions to hold Huixin still. :3 wheeeheeehee I knew Marcus had feelings for Huixin LOL match made in heaven. (: I love Huixin. LOL.
Speech Day pictures yo (Y) ♥
hehehe huixin <3
2 guides and 1 st john. but we still rock. :)
ahh this is my favourite <3
huixin sometimes your photo skills a bit the fail. just saying hahaha :p
1:50 PM
Tuesday, April 24, 2012
Hellooooooo~
I love my new blogskin yippee :D
Okay I really should be studying but I'm REALLY tired. ): and this week's been really stressful for me. I realized many things that caused myself a lot of physical and mental strain, so yeah. But I do have a few things I want to say out 'cos it's really quite important:
#1. I love 45th Batch <3
#2. I love my family more than ever. <3
#3. My real friends and fake friends
Yeah that's about it, I don't really wanna elaborate cos this speaks for itself.
Well, that's it. JYJYJY FOR COMMON TEST AND SPEECH DAY (Y)
7:07 PM
You know nothing.
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
Sigh seriously, Mr Low, you only know how to blame people.
Here I am standing up for everyone in our class who isn't half as busy as I am and you call this a "blaming game". Is it a problem I can't stay back after school due to parental restrictions? Is it a problem the school refuses to fix any computer problem? Is it a problem that I can't use the computer at home because my whole family shares the computer and my dad needs it at might to earn money for his family?
I resisted so many dirty words, almost said to you "then why did you come here to teach" "then why did you set so many assignments" "yes show me how pro you think your fat ass is" but resisted it all, is because I'm no longer that immature child. But what I get for standing up for my classmates and for myself is a scolding?
This school teaches us to have moral courage and I exemplified this when you were blaming me for everything. I stood up for my belief and for all those who didn't dare to. And you're scolding me for it.
The reason why I don't want to look for you is because you don't actually car eand are also using excuses for yourself. A teacher is a role model and so when a teacher uses excuses for himself I also use excuses for myself because a teacher is someone I should follow in his footsteps. So since you don't really care and find excuses for yourself, I also don't really care and find excuses for myself, which are actual reasons unlike yours.
And it took the school super duper long to so-called "upgrade" the com lab, but yeah. Disappointing because it's not really an upgrade it's just changing computers to the same brad. Since this is a government school, there should be enough money to get us iMacs so it would be easier for us to do movies and photoshop, iMovie and iPhoto are so much less complicated! You say it can be done in 5 minutes because you are an IT expert. But what about those who are just not IT inclined? Like me and many other people who don't dare to say? Seriously stop being so arrogant.
If all teachers were like this, I'd rather be a cleaner then go study. No one likes to be taught by a person who thinks they are God and know every single damn thing in the world.
4:02 PM
120408;
Sunday, April 8, 2012
I don't really know how to put this, but here it goes.
Ever since I started this, many things happened. A mixture of good and bad.
But there's a few particularly bad things that I have to write out.
Firstly. I thought you were a trusted friend, being older and perhaps more mature. But I can see now that you don't really care and are pampered like nobody's business and yeah, you made my best friend upset over this. Also, I don't know why you and her suddenly so close, the only excuse I can find is that both of you are around the same age and stuff, but other than that I don't see why the closeness and you two are just grossing me out. Idk why lah, but yeah. It's kind of disgusting, your attitudes. And yeah, I do have to say that my insticnts are pretty good, from the start I had the impression that she's very princessy and because of her "I don't want this I don't want that" made the choreographer angry also. Uh, I know the choreographer is younger than you but she is still the choreographer and she does deserve some respect. So you're saying that you don't respect your dance instructors also lah, since your from dance yourself. You have absolutely no excuse to be horrible and disgusting and defiant towards the choreographer 'cos there's someone who is respectful to her and is also close to your age so deal with it. And I know that you're tired 'cos you have to travel a long way here but yeah. I don't really care. Call me a sadist emotionless monster, but yeah that's me. Actually I kind of regret asking you to join us. Sorry. Yes I'm going back on my word. And I don't really care about it.
Next. I realised that I got my heart broken for a stupid reason, which is you. I don't know why I put my head on your shoulder, I was vulnerable and naive and just needed to feel safe and loved so I did that. I don't care if you're super protective of me (I don't even see it anyway), super able to care for me, you're not that great actually. I should just waste my time on other stuff rather than waiting for you to do whatever you said you will do. You also made my best friend upset, and what's worse, I was part of it and now I feel damn freaking shitty, even though she say she didn't hate me for it but I still feel damn guilty for getting close to you and hurting my best friend when she did so many things for me. And what does she get in return from me? Nothing, only pain and grief. You don't think I feel damn bad for making her this way? I know you're better than many guys out there but I don't need you or want you now so. Yeah. You can take like a few steps away from me.
Last. I can't believe that I'm such a horrible friend. I really suck at treating people properly and keep judging them just 'cos other people say so. Only now is when I cared for the people who actually truly wanted to be my friend and I think I'm an ass to treat them like they're rubbish. They're probably super hurt right now 'cos I wasted time chasing people who might not be a true friend when I could be spending time bonding with them. I'm such a freaking jerk for being like this. I can't believe my disgusting attitude. I don't know why I did so in the first place, but now, I just want to let you know that I love you so much more after getting to know you better that day. I felt great trying to comfort you and sharing your tears so you won't feel so bad. I know that you're really shy but you took a big step and made friends with so many people. I just wanna let you know that I'm truly sorry for not being there for you, and I'm trying to make things better for you. You're a really sweet and kind person, I was just too blind to see it. You're pretty and shine so bright from inside, what many girls don't have. You should be proud of what you have (: I love you! Don't be so shy, what's there to be afraid of when I'm here to protect you as much as you can okay?
This has been such a meaningful experience to me. I'm so grateful for all these opportunities that I ran forward to grab; getting so many life experiences with you guys could probably make me a better and stronger person, after all, I can't be lamenting all the time. I was taught to be grateful for every single thing I received, whether bad or good, because whatever comes to me comes for a reason, and I have to learn from my mistakes or others' mistakes.
Never will I regret this opportunity; I live life with no regrets♕
2:08 PM
Haters gonna hate.
Monday, March 26, 2012
Okay I think this thing has gone a little out of hand already, so I better address this NOW.
Yeah okay fine, so many people are like super prejudiced against us guides lah, calling us gay, slack, stupid, retarded, and even one guy (not naming who) said DIRECTLY into my face, "Wah, f*****g girl guides" I used to be like whatever lah, let them think whatever they want to think, I cannot do anything about it, but this has gone OUT OF CONTROL.
So what if we get scolded by our seniors? You non-UG people only look at the scolding, you don't look at the content! Our seniors are really our everything and without them we won't be here. They are like our older sisters who care so much for us and yet you say "oh, don't join guides, you'll get scolded every time by seniors" NO THAT'S NOT TRUE. They scold us for a reason, and to us it's not even scolding! You guys are like so superficial and you keep thinking that raised voices of us guides or UG people are scoldings for nothing, but to us it means alot! To you non-UG people, you are pampered by the school and you will come back from training and say "oh my god I'm SO tired" when you are just physically tried, and will get your energy back after a while but what about us guides? We are strong not only physically but mentally as well, and when we're tired we don't complain out loud our put it on social media to say why we're tired, we just keep it to ourselves instead of being like complaining babies complaining about every single thing. We don't whine about everything, we accept it, survive through it 'cos we're pia-ing as a BONDED TEAM. If you're jealous that guides are so bonded that we cheer all the time to make hard things less hard for us, then just stop trying to bring us down saying "you're so noisy cheering" and all other crap for us. As while you guys train INDOORS where it is cooling and get to buy drinks for them drink stall as and when you like, we are doing things under the sun, and we're proud of it, as proud as being able to carry spars and all our stuff and bring it down/up fast, and you babies are still complaining your asses off saying you're tired from training?!? Please! Just because you're a pampered sportsperson doesn't mean the whole world will and must cater to your every single need. I can say that you sportspeople will never learn how to fend for yourself unlike us guides who can actually cook outside and know first aid.
Also, you guys keep saying that our plaits very gay, very act cute etc etc, A IF YOUR SPORTS JERSEY DAMN FLY LIKE THAT. You try to bring us down and say that our plaits are ugly and are stupid and gay? You will never feel the sense of pride in serving in your own UG cca, wearing your own UG uniform, amongst your other batch mates/squad mates. You will never know how it feels to be like standing in a contingent in front of the whole school feeling so proud of your UG's accomplishment. You will never know how it feels like to be out there helping you all ensure a SPORTS MEET is running smoothly and ALL casualties are treated and ALL medals are sorted out and ALL results are tabulated well and ALL participants are hydrated. We are actually still willing to help you sports people run your even smoothly and yet you take us for granted and even call us names? You might say that you sports people are creating things for us to do and we're lamenting on your character, but is this the way to treat another cca? No mutual respect and you despise us?
If I ask any of you sports person to run in canvas shoes and on uneven ground carrying heavy items, will you be able to handle them? If you say that we're below you, then you should be able to, but no, you must have those sports shoes and flat track without carrying anything to be able run. You guys are just horrible and you think we cannot to track and field stuff like you?
Us guides are PROUD of our seniors. Are PROUD of our plaits. Are PROUD of our uniform. Are PROUD of our mental and physical strength that surpasses many sportsmen. Are PROUD of our strong bonds between us. Are PROUD of our loud cheering. Are PROUD of our structures and gadgets and camps.
ARE PROUD OF OURSELVES AND OUR GUIDES COMPANY.
So yeah, I don't care if you're some pampered basketballer or volleyballer, or table tennis player or runner or swimmer or crosser or high vaulter or shot putter or tennis player or rugger or floorballer or hockey player or softballer or baseballer or footballer or any other kind of sportsmen, if you have no respect for those who are willing to survive with nature and to help the world become a better place, then you don't deserve ANYONE'S respect.
6:41 PM
Combined camp, sprinkled with more than a little allabyu ;)
Saturday, March 3, 2012
Hey I is back :D
Combined camp was AWESOME okays. P8 Cindaquil is awesome :D
But disappointed with the fact I didn't get to show off my prowess since no camp d LOL.
Okay first day of camp! Tied plaits to school cos I obviously know got no time to bathe and stuff and since I had full license to act cute with plaits, I was damn high for the whole day WHEEEEEEEEE~ ^^ I really was like not giving a shit about what everyone thought about me and my zihighness I just went there and go zihigh by myself freaking everyone out. hee. :3 At first Shanice Goh ask me why I want to tie plaits cos she wanted to tie bun, I tell her I look auntie with bun and rather act cute than be auntie with bun and she was like why you want to act cute in front of the Scouts O_O LOL can't help it if I'm really cute. ^^ As usual, icebeakers was whacko and Shanice Phee was screaming cos she don't want kenna whack HAHAHA very funny. Then we head amazing race and mass games, I swear I felt murderous and violent so I was VERYVERY rough playing the mass games >< not very proud but nvm lah. I managed to keep my cap on and it almost got ripped off my head but I was awesome enough to keep it on my head ahaha. Sigh some people too tall for me to get their cap knocked off D: coughmaqichaoyuewenwenjiayiirisetcetceteceteccough I MUST GROW TALLER :( at least I managed to get Ryan Sim's cap off hahaha. He short mah. :3
Then we had bbq ^.^ this is when my zihighness reached it maximum and I went round telling everyone "ALLABYU! :D" I swear Ryan and Denzel and Qi Chao's expressions were priceless. I couldn't stop laughing at their expression OMG ROFLMAO I CAN STILL PICTURE THEIR FACES LOLOLOLOL XDDDD but ahem some people thought I really confess and I got not taste haha please lah. I not so bad taste go like gl ppl right :D but still I zihighed through bbq and nightgames.
Oh nightgames! I thought they were cool and fun ^^ then after we pieced together whatever the seniors acted out, we had to then re-enact the flow of events and I was giggling ALOT (yeah I was zihighing during the acting scenes too ty) cos Loh Wei's acting was damn good and funny and I was up close cos all I had to do was walk in and out of the scene once, and she was like 'WHYWHYWHYWHY COME BACK COME BACK!!!!!!" ahaha damn funny I swear. But it was not any funnier compared to P9's acting xDDD they made Denzel be the girlfriend and psycho killer (Huixin's prediction was 100% accurate) and when he linked arms with another scout which was so called his boyfriend and flapped around OMG ROFLMAO I CANNOT STOP LAUGHING IT WAS FREAKING FUNNY AND STUPID AND RETARDED XDDD and the line "I think I prefer guys over girls after this", THIS. THIS OWNS THE WHOLE THING ROFLMAOOOOOOOO XDDDDDDDD so nightgames, I also very high.
But the Pokemon movie, this is the 5th time watching it since I have the VCD and my bro used to make me watch it with him so I know the entire storyline, and I slept throughout the movie. Who knew some scouts actually stayed until 230 am to watch the second movie O.o
Then the next day we had to go home alr, super sad cos camp was very fun :) wishing for another combined fun camp soon ^.^
6:25 PM
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
It's been really long since that.
I'm really sorry I behaved this way towards you. I didn't know why I did so, maybe because I was an arrogant child back then.
To be frank, I have seen people talking about you in the BiCEP blue group page, and whatever they talked about you wasn't very nice, and Im super embarrassed to admit that I did post some mean things about you. But now I've stopped way before them, and I think they're still doing it.
I just need to tell you now, Annah, that I forgive you for whatever wrong you've done to me or the rest of the blue group. That's the reason why I actually bother to wave to you in school. I decided not to bear any more grudges; I mean what for? It's just stupid to bear grudges. Especially when we used to be on good terms lah. Back then I was peer-pressurized into hating you, but I guess it's my fault to succumb to these selfish materialistic people.
I just hope you can forgive me now for whatever I did back then. I might not deserve it, but please just forgive me and hopefully continue to be friends. I don't want another enemy, and I'm sure you don't want another as well.
It's been great knowing you, and I don't need another friendship to end in a disaster.
8:45 PM
I'd never thought that I'd get hit by this lovebug again.
Friday, February 10, 2012
Yup, never thought I'd fall into this again, cos I've been like not crushing on anyone for like 2-3 months. :\ have no idea if it's a good or bad sign to get totally head over heels with you.
I really don't know why I keep doing this. He's the complete opposite of who I am. He's so near yet so far. Most of the people who found out the tiniest hint about him, will probable skin me alive. I mean, he was from the same cca as the first guy I crushed on in DHS. I know to most people it doesn't really mean a thing but if you know my cca and his, you would probably get the hint. And those who are in my/his cca would yeah. Kill me.
I'm just hopeless.
Confusion is hitting me like a huge wave.
I try to hide my feelings cos there's less than one per cent chance you actually like me, much less know me in a deeper level besides being the girl who sits behind you during assemblies in the hall, the girl from the so-called "enemy" cca, the girl who dared to say I hated Denzel in front of him, you, and your group of friends.
It's not easy.
So I only hope to get to know you through all the things we get to do together.
And please I'm begging you.
Notice me more.
Want to get to know me more.
Actually like me.
Oh and one more thing.
Come over to my committee for OP if possible. I cannot stand Ryan Sim. D:
11:05 PM
MBLAQ WON FINALLY ♥
Thursday, January 26, 2012
YEAH BABY, MBLAQ FINALLY WON AFTER TWO LONG YEARS <33333
I'M SO PROUD OF OUR BOYS <3
LET'S WIN TOMORROW ON MUBANK <3
MBLAQ FIGHTING!!!
~FROM NOW ON IT'S WAR~
FIGHT ON TILL THE END BOYS, APLUSEU WILL BE SUPPORTING YOU ALL THE WAY <3 SARANGHAEYO!!!!! <33333333333
7:19 PM
dance.
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Yup, gotta admit, I have fallen in love with dance. <3
You know, ever since the auditions and becoming choreographer for Dhamma Musical 2012, I suddenly like to dance alot, and, like, have been dancing at every single spare moment. And I've got to thank Jady for this, she even offered to teach me how to dance, so sweet <3
So far, I seem to be the energetic, powerful dancer with powerful and impactful moves, and hey I can do the leg thingy Yuri did in The Boys :p and apparently, that;'s the easiest song to dance to, even though it's not so great. Seriously I was kind of amazed to see myself so to the beat when I dance to The Boys. Oh, and my shoulder and back muscles have been playing a GREAT part in doing all the arm moves. And also being able to go down like Yuri and keep balance (I was SUPER shocked I could keep balance AND still keep it while getting up WITH style).
Pop Pop Pop is also kinda easy to dance to ;) perfected T-ae's shut up boy and let's get down part. Totally my original idea! ^.^ I shall upload video if can trololol.
maybe shall dance for the next audis? :)
oh and also fallen in love with rap. I MASTERED AMBER'S LA CHA TA RAP YIPPEE! :D now need to master Woori's A rap. :\ oh wells. Well, practice makes perfect so yeah. heehee. If the audis let us do two things, I'm TOTALLY rapping and dancing :) if not, we shall see muahahaha. Lol.
Btw, changed ALL my kpop groups pictures and stuff, all credits goes to all the owners! :)
5:01 PM
낙서. 전쟁이야. MBLAQ. IS. BACK. ♥
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Yeap, that's right, MBLAQ IS BACK.
Just today on M! Countdown! ^.^ I thought they were AWESOMEEEE. I like the gun and stuff. I like the choreography, both the stage choreography and MBLAQ's one itself. It did fully show the emotions of the song. And so what if they can't dance as well as other groups? I think they have a unique blend of talented rappers, dancers and vocalists. But well, everyone has their own opinion on stuff so I shan't say much.
Actually I guess I would've enjoyed the performance more if I didn't see the stupid trolling. -.- GOD TROLLERS AND BASHERS ARE STUPID. GOD. AND DON'T COMPARE A ROOKIE GROUP TO ANOTHER ONE -.- MUCH LESS COMPARE THEM TO TOP ARTISTS -.- A GROUP IS UNIQUE ON THEIR OWN, NOT A CLONE OF ANOTHER'S, AND I GUESS YOU JUST CAN'T SEE THE UNIQUENESS I SEE IN THEM AS WELL AS OTHER GROUPS THAT MAKE EACH OF THEM SPECIAL AND UNIQUE AND WONDERFUL. -.-
Oh well, let's just get the the MV and comeback stage shall we? ^.^ Here we go!
전쟁이야 MV:
낙서 & 전쟁이야 M! Countdown Comeback Stage:
Well I thought all are awesome, and I hope that they'll win! -prays with all my heart- MBLAQ FIGHTING!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
girl guides, dhs 45th 届, p1 bvillea, p6 dove, pink, kpop, the script, 30 seconds to mars, justinchon, mvyc, dance, turtles and being random pretty much sums up my life. ♥
I have a tendency to put my legs up on the table, don't take that as a sign of authority. I just like to do that. it's comfy.
